b*tchin n luvin it!

no i’m not on top of some mountain but i’m in a shopping complex called summit.why am i telling u this?the reason for my visit is coz it’s the closest place for me to get internet access since i have no connection at home(which sucks!!)

staying at home for 4 weeks now doesn’t seem like such a great idea as it did a few days ago.i might get a job at GSC(if they’ll hire me back that is n if my daddy will be reasonable enough to let me work)to spend my time instead…

*sigh*i dunno la,but i think i’m the only person whose not really excited at the prospects of going back home…almost everybody at KMS was just dying to get out of the place.i was too,for like three seconds,then when i’m out,i just wanna go back.arghh,inner conflict and conscience is a serious biatch!!!!!

want to know whats over?MY EXAMS!!!HELL YEAH!!!IT"S SO OVER!!!!
and you know whats just about to begin?TOTAL WORLD DOMINATION!!!OH YEAH!!!WITH MY BIATCHES!!!HELL YEAH!!!pyramid,lagoon,mid valley,KLCC,summit,3K(??!!!),genting,we’re gone  RAID em ALL!!!!woohoo!!!
pray you keep still,i only return to my humble home of subang on saturday.so prithee keep thine patience my loves..(SORRY macbeth still very strong influence on my grammar..)
oh man todays paper was a real killer.LIT was quite hard la,the one bloody poem i didn’t want to come out came out,so thats a big shyte for me.thank god the passage from North n south was relatively easy so i think that one i’ll be ok la..dunno why today,all of a sudden i couldn’t spell simple words like continuos,or rhythm.had to check with teacher…-.-"
but anyway,the hard part is over,the even harder part is about to begin,waiting for the results..comes out only in august!!!!dunno what i’m gonna do till then,probably tug at my precious but very short locks till i’m bald…
*SIGH*
but ENOUGH OF SORROW,I MUST BE BRIMFULL OF HAPPINESS FOR MY HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!!!MUAHAHAHAHAHA~!

recently i’m starting to develope not AN obssession but MANY obssessions about A LOT of stuff…

like the song MR.lonely by akon…seriously flippin thru the radio stations just to listen to it that i end up hearing more static then songs…

and taking pictures(of myself pulak tu…giler betul!) with my roomie camera,i take like an average of 10 pics a day(which all look extremely horrible,save one or two that look nice) and spend more then 25 MINUTES on this alone!!!!!which is something i shouldn’t be doing coz i’m in the middle of exams!!!

and this blog…well this i think is more benefial coz it helps me voice out my opinions,and helps me improve my english(or at least realise that my english skills are deteriorating at an alarming rate when i realise that i’m having difficulty spelling simple stuff).plus,it cracks me up when i read through all the stuff i’ve posted…and since this blog is in prose form,it gives and in-depth look at my life,something that interactionist value about in qualitative data.(oops,sociologist in me comes out,event hough socio paper is SO over)

i’m obssessed with my weight,my locker,make-up,whether my tudung matches my baju kurung…a lot la!!!!and funny thing is i never used to be obssessed about any of this stuff before!!!!!aRgHHH!!!!

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the walk from the dorm to the academic block is a relatively short one.i’ve taken the cab from college to either the KTM station,T1 or seremban parade so many times,i feel like i know all the roads in this town.seremban is almost,i not even more,"antique" than ipoh.all the houses that line the road up tpo the academic block are government quarter homes.there are more "old" cars then there are new ones.the whole punk/ska fashion still hasn’t died out.the very close minded mentality is still very prominent(by this i mean every time i go to the surau at T1 for prayers,jaws literally drop,okay!).

even though i’m considered to be a "modern" girl(READ:acually have friends who are muslims but not malays,don’t wear tudung,i’m out-spoken,not shy like the way girls are ’supposed’ to be,been clubbing),i’ve come to have fallen in love with seremban.i kinda like the whole "old" feeling that is in the air.honestly,i’m not a big fan of T1,i go there if i have to.i prefer Parade,it’s less hectic.i’d rather just spend the day on the balcony,taking in the magnificent view of everything(check out the photo album to see what its like!)than lepak at any of the shopping malls.i’ve seen my "Dream Home" amongst the rows of moss-covered GQ’s  on jalan aminuddin baki.

i don’t know how,but in the span of less then a year,seremban has really grown on me….

since the exams started i was confined to the four walls of my KMS room for two weeks without ever leaving the permise…however i broke that extremely boring cycle of studying continously three days ago when i headed for terminal for some fun…

funny thing was my wallet looked virually empty of cash and instead full of bank receipts i had collected…so i headed to the nearest BCB to withdraw some green stuff to spend(fifty bucks only,which i’m proud to say i didn’t spend fully..).

anyways after getting a dose of retail therapy i headed back to KMS,thanks to syahira and izzah i got to ride in a cab at one third the cost.once at my room,i decided i should clear my purse of all the junk.so as i was sifting through all the receipts i found,surprise,surprise!a RM50 note stashed in between all the junk(can u imagine how stuffed my purse had been since i didn’t notice THAT)

surprised i was indeed…

hahahaha…i can safely say that i did quite well for my socio paper(which i surprising since this was the paper i was most afraid about).ironically the paper which i was most confident about turns out to be the one i’m most afraid of now…
evidently i feel like i could have done so much better for my literature paper.everyday i’m able to come up with some point i left out in the exam…and it’s eating me up ALIVE!!!
i know what’s done is done,i should just leave it alone…but I CAN’T!!!!it’s so frustrating to think how easy the paper actually is.man this sucks…
anyway on the brighter side of things,the weekend is coming up which means more time to STUDY and SLEEPP!!!!i can’t believe i’m already half way through my AS papers,its unbelievable….
but i think i’m going to have to resit my maths paper coz P1 was just horrible!!!!arghh….i can’t possiblely get 100% for stats so its definitely repeat for me…shite…but whatever la..right?i just got to take it all with a smile on my face and a song in my heart….

etho….my maths paper is up next at 2:30 pm but i’m not even going to bother doing maths coz it’ll just tire my out…

so i’ve come to blog instead…hahahaha…

ok my literature paper wasn’t a scream.i think i answered the second question well coz it wasn’t really a hard question and i’ve always viewed the play through this p.o.v [Q:Tom Wingfield is the victim of the play.how far do u agree with this?(Glass Menagerie by Tennesse Williams)] so i mentioned bout how he’s a victim of society,victim of surpressed dreams,victim of bad upbringing and last but definitely not the least(since it’s the most controversial point)victim of incestuous love towards his sister(ewwww…who happens to be crippled and terriblely shy)

however,question one was macbeth and i don’t think i did too great [Q:the dramatic intensity builds up till the death of duncan.after that it goes into decline.agree or disagree?]i agreed with the statement as i mentioned that the planning and execution of duncan’s murder takes up the whole of Act1 and two scenes of act two(altogether 7 scenes)the prolonged murder and macbeths doubts along the way only heighten the suspense,then after committing the murder,as he recollects the events that happen,it not only foreshadows his fate but also creates a sense of horror.i mentioned how in the other murders(banquos and the massacare at the macduff castle)didn’t have similiar effect.also,since macbeth i bound to the king,it makes it more difficult to commit the murder himself.with the other two murders,he has hired someone else to do it,so there isn’t that much inner-self conflict that takes place.even though i reread my answer script 3 times,it only hit me towards the end of the examination that i had left out dramatic intensity as presented by the setting…but alas,time was not on my side.and the to make matters worse,i repeated the same point twice,one was a summary with no lines,the other was an explaination with quotation from the text… *sigh*

i hope that my next papers will make me write a better blog.if i’m lucky,i’ll be able to post another blog later today…but its not that likely to happen either… *sigh*

so begins my undaunting journey through the days of examination.like a exam question paper,i am throughly examined,till every ounce of knowledge in my head becames the pages of my answer sheet.

woe,alas,time is indeed merciless for the start of my ordeal(exams) also happens at the same time of another ordeal that comes every month(menses).so i seek comfort and numbness from gut-wrenching(literally) pain in the form of a white pill(panadol acti-fast/menstrual).

*sigh*

since i have such a “loyal following”,of readers,i’m sad to inform u guys,if there are any,that i shall not be actively posting blogs for the next 2 weeks as my AS exams will be taking place.however,i might try to sneak in a few minutes with the comp to keep u “up to date” with the evnts of my most unfortunate life…well then bon voyage my darlings
[waves airily as if to a crowd of thousands]

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