b*tchin n luvin it!

i always make smart decisions then make really stupid decisions.its like one of my signature TRAITS(note to Literature students,when writing about characters in either prose or drama,its important to note their signifigant traits)
as i mentioned earlier to my roomie,adibah,i said i would rather spend my holidays in seremban because i know for a fact that i would be able to concentrate on my studies and that it really  didnt matter to me where or with whom i spent raya with.right now,raya is so insignifigant.
surprise surprise,here i am,a week to raya and where am i?i’m at home,wishing i’d never come back in the first place.this always happens….

you know whats the icing on the cake to top it all off?

get this,my folks plan a trip to "ipoh" to spend raya,except they didn’t tell me about it.so the vacation list has only three names,my dads,my bros and my sis.mother dearest says she’ll stay back to accompany me during the festive holidays.so i come home thinking that it would only be apropriate to accompany my mum for raya.turns out,mother wanted to go to ipoh as well.but she stays home to make sure i study.if i had known earlier that she had wanted to go,my lord, i would have urged her to go along.that way i can stay put in seremban and study the insignifigant raya away,which was,as u should note,my original plan all along.
suddenly,sergeant mum springs out of nowhere,blames me for her being not able to go to ipoh with the rest of the gang,demotivates and literally ruins my whole day,again(she’s getting really good at this,damn it).i can’t believe this is happening.
my word of advice to everyone,PLEASE LISTEN TO YOUR KIDS WHEN MAKING VACATION PLANS.THEIR NOT STUPID.THEY MIGHT ACTUALLY HAVE THEIR OWN OPINION e.g i don"t want to go/it’s ok to go without me/i’ll be fine here on campus.
*KIDS ARE THOSE AGED 18YRS AND ABOVE AND HAVE DEVELOPED THEIR OWN DISTINCT PERSONALITY AND INTELLECT.

p/s-thank you sureen for calling me up raya morning and really making my day,u were the 1ST person to call me that day and it really meant a lot…muaakz!!!

well,its been a week since the hols started…so far ive done very little studying….but i plan to get back on track during the 2nd week.going to concentrate on reading all the lit stuff,little bit of socio here and there..
got a letter from my uncle from college….the all knowing head of a levels right?well,he understands us TESL students SOOO WELLL…..u know since he’s never come to ANY of OUR class,heck why should he?he doesn’t even teach any of our subjects…so i guess he’s the best person to refer to for my academic achievement…its better to consult him coz he’s the blardy HEAD OF A LEVEL instead olf maybe talking to my actual subject teachers…sees heres the problem with having family all over the freaking place,things get complicated…..-_-"
forgive my venting frustration out in this blog.i’m bleeding thru my vagina and i’m not very happy about it….

i can’t take the level of stress in this place….resit examinations have begun…ppl crying over how hard the p1 paper was….holidays looming around the corner but it’s not quite here yet…like the scent of perfume that travels ahead of the user,notifying u of his or her presence way before u actually see them.it’s very tormenting….

but on the bright side,getting extremely stressed up lowers a womans chances of developing breast cancer.apparently stress lowers the production of estrogen,one of the few catalyst of breast cancer…..so way hay!!!two thumbs up for stress!!!!

ok i just ran out of the lab comp to barf my head off coz of a dry cough….shit batal puasa…that makes 7 already!!!damn it!!!!

well,i’ve been sick for about two months straight.first the whole UTI,IBS problem.now i’m coughing up phlegm balls at a regular rate.it’s so regular i might actually be able to set a clock to it,determine the rate and come up with a formula using differentiation to measure how much phlegm i’ve coughed up…-_-"

it’s freaking disgusting,i know…but hey,its my blog and i’ll cough up whatever i want….;)

by the way,i just finished reading another one of stephen kings novels,bag of bones.man that guys stories are whack.theres no proper storyline,its no logical and sometimes its darn blardy irritating how everything in his novels just fall into place SO conviniently.but he can really write the details.thats what he’s good at.i get freaking goosebumps whenever i pick up that darn book.

another one of his books that really good is pet semetary(spelling error intentional).that was really creepy.that story had a good story line but what was really creepy was the details.how could he have possiblely come up with such details and ideas?did he just pull it out of his head?if he did,then he’s one scary dude.

i’m kinda on medication right now so i don’t really know what i’m talking about,but i got one thing damn straight in my head.i don’t like it when pussy faced f*ckers like GZe FeeDO snooping around,lookind at my profile.if he ain’t getting the message he can come and see me and we’ll settle it one on one,ya heard!

feedo f*ck off(alliteration to intensify intent)

last night i killed two bees in my room.this morning a friend of mine is stung by a bee.don’tcha think it’s about time someone did something about this whole bee problem?last year it was broke down toilets,this year it’s bees…man life just gets weirder and weirder around here.

anyways,i’m so bored of this freaking institution of madnesss that yesterday,i decided to be a lil mad meself.(well it was actually the day before yesterday but same diff right?)

anyways,there’s no point minding what i wear anymore coz it makes no diff anyways.besides theres noone here in godforsaken *#$ to dress up for in the first place.so two night ago,when the lights went out,i went to the ds in my sleeping gown a.k.a jubah lelaki….it’s like a big night slip but for men.of course i had to don on a jacket and tudung but still,i was literally walking aroung in a dress….of course allie was there to rub in how funny i looked,but lets face it,i dun give a shit!!!!its not like *#$ is some socialite college like taylors where fashion does matter.but whatever,i’ma be out of here soon.hopefully real soon and not in a casket(front page of star:student dies in sleep getting stung by vengeful bees)

yeah whatever….

well,the day started relatively early since it’s puasa time and i had to wake up for sahur.after sahur,i was lounging around in my room withthe radio on and,lo and behold,my all time favourite non-incubus song is played on hitz.as bittersweet symphony fills the air,i can’t help but think of sureen in US.and since great things always come in pairs,i also thought of fatin in OIRELAND…..miss u gals a whole lot babes!!!!!

anyways,so a good track really got me going in the morning.i cleaned my room and felt really good about it coz my rooms always dusty,plus its the weekend and i’m going back,so it’ll be nice to come back to a clean room once in awhile.

anyways,after all that me and allie called up hitz to play a prank on them and it went great.allie was so funny on the phone,acting like she wanted to have ruddie’s baby and all that…it was so funny!!!!

well i’m sure that after all these good things,something bad is gonna happen…hmmmm.

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