the world around me finally falls into perspective.
before,i was just drifting,living for the moment.
but now,i know what has to be done in order to get to where i’m supposed to go.
i know now who i must keep close,and who to keep my distance from.
some people just aren’t good for me.
now i know.
now that the world has fallen into perspective,i know better.
oh yes,the end is finally near…it’s so near i can almost taste the sweet taste of freedom….
i can’t believe so much has gone by.to think i’ve only got 4 more months to slog out in this hell hole.it’s amazing that time has gone by the way it has.so much has happened.registration,the staging of macbeth,agama camp at that really beautiful pusat dakwah islamiah in paroi,azlylie leaving,AS results,seniors leaving,AS resit(so much fun coz we had the whole college to our nasty little selves…hehehehe…mischief abound!!) and results of AS resiti finally managed to get an A for literature…YESSS!!!!!!!!).as much as i hate to admit it,i’m gonna misss this place when i go,esp.the ppl i’ve come to know and sayang…like shaz and fatin,allie,ee lin & audrie,adibah(both of them),jenni,my advertising kaki jamie and nani,rocker k-cah,ever hillarious bananabila,izzah,zarina,syira,pinkaholic amy,liar-liar-pants-on-fire emilly,miss marissa,wacko aimo,ronster,azam a.k.a name glamour The Rhymweaver…almost evrybody la…
before getting the AS resit results,i had almost resigned to the fact that i wud never be able to go to auckland.the bar was set too high.but to my disbelief and great relief,i managed to get the A for Lit.ok even though i still have to tackle soc and maths,one hurdle was already passed.i now believe it’s possible.this is how important the grade means to me.what was once out of sight can be seen again.i have confidence in myself now.i know i’ve got what it takes.before i wasn’t so sure.but i’m also going to help my friends who didn’t manage to score as i did.we’ve all been in that shitty situation.i wouldn’t want any of them to go through it again.
new alliances are being made,new rules and timetables,new policies and study methods.this is my final sem and i’m gonna give all i’ve got till the very end…
i think this is the one holiday where i didn’t feel the need to kill myself every other day….
at first,things sucked big time…all i could do was watch tv or surf the net.after awhile i grew so tired of it…then i managed to find some notes on lit and socio on the net…got that printed,did some reading.
of course i had my maths tuition sessions…-_-"…my least favourite activity of the day…
then theres the BIG KAHUNA…all my "educational" trips to IIUM/UIA…man,those trips were both educational and entertaining i went back TWICE…;)
i’m very happy that i got the chane to meet IZUAN from AUBURN…it was such an honour…he’s a nice guy and i hope the band will go very far in their pursuit of making fantastic music…
also went to BLASTOFF and caught my man TACTMATIC doing his thang’ onstage…a lot of great bands a nd vocal groups…jiaja,3flow,rapsody,rosewood,funny rabbits…these r the bands i like the most…SO VOTE FOR THEM PLEASE!!!!they’ve got talent…
can’t believe the hols r coming to an end…2006 is gonna be a very important year in my life…and i’m gonna do everything in my effort to make it an awesome one!!!
