- the following in taken from allisons t-blog,and i have penned in my response in green
i must sound like such a self absrbed Angelica Pickles BRAT..oh well.yes u got the first part right,u are a brat.
here’s the thing about me: I AM VERY PARTICULAR ABOUT MY PRVACY.and i’m particular about HONESTY
my family knows it and we’ve had quite a few bitter feuds when my privacy has been invaded . i cannot take it if someone just thinks they can help themselves to MY SPACE like its theirs.(never did help myself to UR SPACE as if it was mine u jackarse!) GEEzz..its called respecting people’s boundaries. i thought its an unspoken code.put the two and two together,unspoken=unknown..i thought u said u were smart
So what happened al? well, the other day, SOF (wow,so much for being best friends when u have a nick name for me..oh well…here’s urs,BRAT)came to my room to borrow my charger for her phone. FINE, no problem. go ahead. (thank you very much) she said she was going to take it and charge her phone elsewhere. FINE, GO AHEAD. at that time, me and miri-gal were about to go out for a walk, and she askd where we were going. NO REPLY…thanks a lot jackarse..not a real one anyway. so then we’re out on a walk and when i come back, i walk past my room and i hear SOF’s voice in my room talking on the phone to someone when NOBODY is there..what the hell is she doing in the room when I am not in and when NONE of my roommates are there?(like i said,i was sitting onthe floor near haiza’s bed talking on the phone,not snooping aroung like u assumed i wud be,u paranoid doofus!) hello??yes hello to u too,psycho… what gave you the idea you could just waltz into the room and expect to be welcomed there, especially when I AM NOT AROUND??…erm,i didn’t waltz into ur room expecting to be welcomed… by that time it was already almost 7.u conviniently left out the fact about how i HAD left the room when the phone RANG and i knew it was SUREEN calling from the STATES…but oh well,it’s ur blog,naturally she would want it to be in favour of her rather than present the actual truth which is what I’M trying to do so miri-gal and i sneaked off to her room and waited SOF out…wow,must think u guys r like top secret spies from ALIAS,waiting the enemy out..=P.. so then she does eventually leave the room and she walks past miri-gal’s room, down to penang-gal’s room as well (TO CHECK ON PEOPLE)(yes to check on hanani,who is my advertising mate to ask her how advertising is going but she was asleep) and then leaves the floor. so i’m superbly pissed(why ah?u could have spared ursel al that anger by asking me what i was doing in ur room instead of making absurd assumptions which i’m sure wud have been far from the truth).and after showering, Roommate 1 tells me she feels unconfortable with SOF being in the room when none of us is around. later that evening i catch up with Roomate 2 who tells me that SOF has been in the room since about 5.30 pm. (almost 2 hours in my room??)(yes talking on the phone to my best friends in the STATES catching up on stuff…what,she never had a two hour phone call with a friend?maybe coz she doesn’t have any who r willling to hear her sob ass story.oh wait a minute,i was one of those idiots who DID listen to her sob ass story)so i had to tell SOF about this. but i am so mad at her i cant stand being in the room and i havent figured out what exacttly i want to tell her. (all she had to say was,:i don’t like it when ur in my room alone..DUH!!!)i’ve got schoolwork to cope with, okay?….lame excuse it requires concentration even lamer excuse. so i give her the cold shoulder.(wow brilliant allison,considering the fact that ive told u how much i hate it when u do that.but i guess ur so self absorbed,u don’t really care about what other ppl say do u?) and i do tell her, there’s something i need to talk to her about(perfect oppurtunity to tell me,but apparently she needs more time..ok..sure)… but before i talk to her, i need to know exactly what i’m going to talk to her about.(yes,she has to know EXACTLY what she wants to say becoz i speak to here in javascript so the slightest mistake could cause my entire programming to malfunction…) one of the issues was the room but there are other things too that have been building uwow,(brilliant to brin all these other issues up when i make a mistake.so she’s only gonna tell stuff she doesn’t like me to do AFTER i’ve done them…SMART allison,very smart..) so i need time to figure it out. last night miri-gal and i went to get a drink in stupid ds and she was there with people. she shouts all the way across the ds "Allie, is that the momoe bracelet?" and i say "YA…" (CORRECTION!!!:i said "allie" she BARKED back "WHAT?!" then i ask her if she’s wearing the freaking bracelet which WE went to buy together the day before)and she says "I can see it from here". so i just shrug it off. what do i say? i already dont want to talk to her,(well how the f*ck was i supposed to know that?ur the one who has "I HATE LIFE"tantrums,cutting everyone out,i didn’t know u were pissed at me or pissed at the world,JACKARSE!!!!!), and she put herself in that position where LOTS of people can see her and my reaction to her. she didnt have to talk to me, small talk or whatever.(of course i didn’t allison,it’s absolutely normal for friends who 2 days shopping together,having a blast of a time to not talk to each other.the day before u had been asking to judge which pair of pants is looks better on u and i’m juz not supposed to talk to u…sure,that so normal…) so whatever. miri-gal and i left and then later in my room as im organising my planner she comes in and asks about some petty stuff, and i give some petty answer. she says "you said you wanted to talk to me about something" and i say "yes, but not tonight". I WANTED TO SLEEP, DAMNIT(i tot u said u were organising ur organiser…WHICH I GOT FOR U ANYWAY DESPITE THE FACT THAT WE WERE STILL NOT TALKING TO EACH OTHER). so she exits. then she comes back in.."Allie, can i talk to you?". FINE. (U did have he option to say NO…but what did u say?-yeah-)"What’s going on? how come you’re being so cOLd?"(CORRECTION!:i said bitchy,dont try and make me look like a saint.) and i tell her about the room thing, BUT, keep in mind, that is just the tip of the iceberg of things i want to say. and she goes on about how she didnt think it was a problm that she could just help herself to my room.(that of course is not what i meant.but since again it was ur blog u can babble whatever bullcrap u want).i dont know what gave her that idea. la-di-da.(since ur so blur at picking up what i mean,i meant that i didn’t think it was wrong becoz i wasn’t SNOOPING AROUND,going thru ur stuff.of course i respect ur privacy,but i assumed u wouldnt mind i f i just SAT on the friggin FLOOR,while i talked to sureen.i didn’t see THAT as INVASION OF PRIVACY.had i known prior to this incident that u consider this as INVASION OF PRIVACY,i would’ve respected that and i wouldn’t have done it…).then i tell her that that wasnt all i had to tell her.wow talk about excellent timing,how the f*ck was i supposed to know all this extra stuff when she never tells me…what does she expect me to do read her mind? and then i told her it was cause sometimes i wanted to spend time with just miri-gal and penang-gal alone, and she said she was trying not to be so stifling. (GEEZ) (note to allison:our first falling out was becoz u got "stiffled" so i backed off)and then she goes into how its so unfair for me to treat her that way (maybe it’s ok in ALLISONWORLd to completely cut off a friend for no apparent reason)and that its such a small thing to her. FINE, IF ITS SUCH A SMALL THING TO YOU, DONT BOTHER ABOUT IT.(again the problem with communicating with allison,she tends to take things the wrong way.i didn’t mean that invading her privacy was a small thing,i said that we fight over SMALL THINGS<an honest mistake,which could have easily been rectified if she had just asked me what i was doing in her room,instead of giving the cold shoulder and treating me as if i had killed one of her dogs)basically she just went on and on about herself(i was talking about u actually…but again i say "an apple" u hear "banana"…communication is subject to interpretation) and i just looked at her, cause I HAVENT THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT I WANT TO SAY TO HER. then she left the room without allowing me to say anything(correction:i did pause and wait for a reply which never cam so i assumed that she,allison,with that stupid look on her freaking face,had nothing to say). thank you very much for your time, please show yourself out. and let me add that all this happened when Roomate 1 was asleep in the room. talk about bad timing. and since i can think a little clearly now, i think i shall list down the things i wanted to say to her, but never got around to thinking about it cause i’m so preoccupied doing differential equations! ALL THE STUFF I NEED TO SAY TO SOF:(wow thanks for telling me now,it’s so absolutely useful considering the fact that i couldn’t give to shits about what u have to say now since i finally know what a self centered brat u are) -dont help yourself to my room and my private space if nobody is around in the room and if i’m not in the room.(again,excellent timing) -sometimes i want some alone time with miri-gal and penang-gal(so next time if u gals wanna go out and if i ask if i can join,just say NO!don’t say "OK,sure".). these are the people with whom i feel i can let my guard completely down here. -do not enter my room after dinner time because i’ll be getting ready to start studying, and if you’re there, it just throws the momentum off.(again,all u had to say was "hey,i’m doing my work can i meet u later…) the chi is ruined and its very hard to get it back….u have chi?it’s probably rotten to the core coz ur so self absorbed -why is it that she must seem to strive for attention so badly? excuse u,what does this have to do with anyhing?it’s supposedly about me INVADING UR PRIVACY right?its bad enough she attracts attention on her own(not my fault!!!) and i attract attention as well cause i’m so obviously different, why does she have to play on this(??!?)? i just dont want to be noticed sometimes.(READ:do NOT yell to me across the ds)(ok fine,that is a stupid mistake on my part…next time,don’t tell ur "friends" personal and private information i share with u e.g sulphur burning incident) NO, i was not expecting you to read my mind, SOF because i meant to talk to you(when?in6 months time). and you know what, since you say its such a small thing to you, DONT BOTHER ABOUT IT.(it’s so stupid that u would react so violently over an honest mistake.my honest mistake is a small thing u blew up into a capital crime) i have no problems with that. i’ve done it before and you know it. i’m being mean and i know it but its because i’m offended. i could have come to you in my own time,(sure u would,after 4 months of not talking to each other…like u always do.it’s always me who has to make an effort to talk to becoz i cared that much about our friendship.i had meant a lot to me.but i guess u just see it as another person glorifying u,laughing at ur jokes and buying u stuff for ur birthday…whatever) but you couldnt seem to respect that either, so whatever. if only you knew what SOF means..if only you knew what some of the girls really say about you..and its from some people you call your friends..and you would have never suspected them. if you only knew. yeah well enlighten me why dontcha?
conclusion:every story has two sides.this is mine and hers merged together but its not my entire account of the incident.did i mention some of allisons stupid off the cuff remarks?e.g-i was trying to think of a way to say it without hurting ur feelings….YEAH,RIGHT….whatever allison!.
what ive learnt is allison is a brat.she is self absorbed.she can make a zillion and one stupid mistakes,but if u make one tiny mistake which u did’nt know would be a mistake..BAM cold shoulder.thats her method to hide emotions.she is an emotionless,gutless biatch.this too is only the tip of my iceberg of things to say to u allison.
so there
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