b*tchin n luvin it!

to think that i’ll only have less than two weeks more to endure in god-forsaken KMS…i feel a little nostalgic…

yes,two horrible years have gone by but they are none the less,two precious years of my life…so i will definitely miss  the ups and,more importantly,the downs of life here.

there will be the four rooms that i considered to be my refuge.there’s the friends whom i’ve come to love,hate,adore and cherish.the times when the lights went out in the middle of the noght and we girls gathered in rooms to huddle up and chat with our friends,karaoke sessions in the bathroom(I’m so hollow,baby~!),getting excited about eating chicken for a meal.going out and acting all crazy….well,those are the few good times…

to think that in 2 weeks time,we won’t be together to share these experiences again,it puuls on the heart strings….

but hopefully,we will all be able to fly to NZ and have 10 times more fun,bungee jumping,hanging out at cool spots,meeting new and interesting people..etc…

to the gals that brightened up my life here;shaz,diba,firuz,ronnie,zarina,izzah,shark,mimie,miza,dina…u gals really rock my world!will definitely miss y’all once the holidays come…at BTN don’t forget to bring ur cameras coz we’re gonna be snapping pics 24/7!!!!!

luv y’all lots and i pray 4 ur success….muakz!!!!!!

ok…i think i pretty much screwed my soc paper…iut’s very disappointing coz i do’nt want to screw it up but i did…paper 1 was ok…i won’t say i did fabulous but i won’t say it was terrible…

but paper 2 was a major fuck up.not only did i screw up question on stratification,which is none the less,hard,i had to screw up question 2,which is technically a bonus question coz its not that hard…but in my world….anything is possible.right?i could fuck up the unfuckupable…..oh well…

paper 3 left and that is also another koyak case la….shit….i dun think i’m gonna make it to NZ…T.T………….ToT………….T 0 T~WAAAAAAAAAHH!!!!!!!!!!

so the MM dinner has come and gone…from the early planning stage to the actual event,life has been a whirl wind of activity.so as the dust settles and things fall back into place,i’ll review what i liked about all thats happened

well,the starting of the whole project was the hardest part.taking those baby steps of the production was scary coz its new territory and i didn’t really have a clue what to do..but of course i had my director and friends to guide me along the way..and of course my own efforts also went into some of the ideas and preaparations of the dinner.it really paid off to walk into the alson klana ballroom and see our vision of a gala dinner realised.kudos to the alson crew for the decor but there is of course,room for improvement.

already with the duty of organising the venue on my shoulders,i was asked to perform for the dinner.of course i couldn’t resist the thrill of performing so i took on the challenge.but word spread of my desire to perform and by the end of the week,i got offers to perform with the boys as well…again i was a little bit worried about venturing into new territory coz ive never had to work,what more,perform with the guys.but in the end,things went well and i enjoyed working with omar,taufik and the guys from nephetamine.hopefully we’ll collaborate again for graduation.

not,down to the icky stuff…i didn’t like what i wore to the dinner.the skirt was fab,red satin and all but the top…well it would have looked hot if i had jessica albas body but i don’t.so it didn’t look as great in real life as it did in my dreams.and ive got pictures and recordings to prove ti..oh well…can’t have it all i guess…

with all said and done,i think the dinner was a big success.despite the fuck up with the photo session and the ex matrix guys gate crashing in unformal attire,it went pretty ok…of course,the after party was much better,i got to take pictures with a bunch of guys i never dreamed id even talk to,lepaked with bear omar zarina and mimie in the hotel hallway until 4 in da morning….did some crazy shit la basically.

definitely a night to remember……

ok…so the gala MM dinnner is a day away.i’ve still got a few last minute issues to settle.the thing is,i’m so fucking tired i can’t even keep awake in class….i don’t understand why i’m so drained of all my energy…even my roommate fairuz commented on how my lack of enthusiasm and as she put it "kecoh-ness" is prettt evident.

i think i’m having an overdose of maths…its tiring me out….my brain can’t function anymore….XoX….

but i got tori amos’s "the power of orange knickers" playing in my head…wish i HAD a pair of orange knickers to make me feel better…damn it