b*tchin n luvin it!

i managed to meet up with my loveable darling CIA EE KUN~ and DAveena dear today at pyramid.all i can say is,it was a tremendous pick-me-up for me coz i’ve been wallowing in anti-social behaviour land for way too long.

it was great to be around people who could at least put up with my crazy behaviour.it was awesome and extremely pleasant.thanks babes!!!!  ^u^

we watched a movie called the banquet.let me just say,it is a beautifully shot film.the cinematography is EXCELLENT.there were many scenes in that film that just blew me away.it was definitely worth watching.the story line is,as Cia Ee puts it,loosely based on Shakespeare’s Hamlet.but be warned,the ending is quite a big letdown…-_-"

i think the whole cinema was just waiting to shoot me coz i was making a ton of noise(*audible gasps*/*starts talking to the screen*/*laughs loudly*)

went window shopping and tried on a couple of bajus wif cia ee(ur SO DAMN HOT!!!!!!!),lost daveena(acK!!!!) and of course,the inevitable,the parting of ways.

i lingered a little longer in pyramid to get some little indulgences(Zhen Yao!!!!!mooncake fair in Pyramid!!!we shud GO!!!!hehehehehe)

headed home in a cab(RM14!!!!!ACK~!!!!!),managed to aqrrive just in time for buka puasa,stuffed myself with mum’s pizza slices..-_-"…shadz wanted to bake cookies.

right now,we’re still baking…hwah hwah hwah!!!!!we started at 1030PM and its 2AM…i think we are gonna finish just before sahur..heheheheh…tak yah tidur..hwa hwa hwa..but its not like i tak biase rite…

over all,its been a pretty awesome day…^o^

call me crazy….
but i can’t seem to fall asleep
my eyelids are drooping
my eyeballs are on fire
but i just toss and turn in bed
so
i thought
might as well go on-line
exhaust myself further
by getting more Neopoints
for my larling Neopet
i’m sure
she’d be glad to see me….^u^

Whenever I’m alone with you
you make me feel like I am home again
whenever I’m alone with you
you make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I’m alone with you
you make me feel like I am young again
whenever I’m alone with you
you make me feel like I am fun again

However far away
I will always love you
however long I stay
I will always love you
whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I’m alone with you
you make me feel like I am free again
whenever I’m alone with you
you make me feel like I am clean again

However far away
I will always love you
however long I stay
I will always love you
whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

i dedicate this song to Cia Ee,Sureen,Fatin,Shaz.

Diba,Ronnie,Firuz,Shark,Mimie,Zarina.

Pn. Azlina,Pn. Muna,Ms. Ririn.

u guys r my happiest thoughts and i thank u for being the rainbow after my stormiest times.

Love y’all very much….

i’m wide awake
watching liverpool vs gala something with tajul
score is liverpool 3-other team 2,just scored a goal
chatted with zhen yao and cia ee.
zhen yao’s gonna be performing with YKLS in two weeks at actors tudio,bangsar.go watch it.
cia ee’s artwork is magnificent.go view it.
got some new material for guitar.gonna try it later today
i made20,000Neopoints for my neopet,alliexis.
mums heating up stuff for sahur.
i might try and sleep after this.finally starting to feel tired….-_-"

ok.so i just finished reading this infamous book,animal farm by,none other than,george orwell.let me just say,WOW.that book is very thought provoking.i know it’s a satire and all,and to think that that was how life was in the USSR during the communist era.jeez…it’s madness!if u ever manage to get ur hands on the book,i suggest,READ IT!!!get urself acquainted with  the insane world of politics and the things polititions do to get power…madness!!!!

and the ending was very well written.i could hardly put the book down…kudos to the literary genius,george orwell,for writting a fabulous book that really impressed me.i bet when it first came out,readers probably had a very hard time stomaching whatever mr. orwell was trying to put across in his novel.but i guess the modern readers,being more educated and in the know about world history(i assume) can digest and really marvel at orwell’s wits,subtlety and technique of story telling.

i can just go on and on about this book but unffortunately,i have another book to digest.hopefully,i’ll be just as spellbounded by that one as i am with this one.till then,toodles!!!

p/s-bram strokers "dracula" is th best love story movie i have ever seen….got a few parts i don’t understand why it was even included but,the rest of it is pretty awesome….i think i’m in love with an undead fictional character…yikes!!!

hard to believe that it’s ramadhan again.i can’t help but think about how it was last year,in KMS,waking up at 4:30 AM and dragging myself to the DS to eat the tasteless food the mak ciks had cooked up.eventuall it got better.
the memory of seeing everybody so groggy and tired.wow.i never thought much about it before,but i remember it so vividly now.hehehe
and of course,the best part,was buka puasa time.eating together with all your friends.it was awesome!!!
so i guess,this blog serves as a tribute,to the wonderful days of KMS life.we went through pretty much everything together.the highs,the lows,water shortages,bad food,ramadhan,new years,even raya at the pengetuas..hehehe…
those were great times i will cherish forever….thanks to all for the memories….

i managed to catch this movie called imaginary heroes.it about a family with issues.u can tell why i like it.it real and depicted ther eality of living in a dysfunctional family.the acting was powerful and very moving.its a good movie.seriously.and i has a happy ending.which is a good thing.coz i think its nice if stories that run along this genre end with happy endings.

it’s not as intense as thirteen.it’s a little more light hearted.but none the less,it carries an important message.about family life.and how crazy it can be.

another thing i liked about it was the fact that we got to see the perspective of all the members,and not just one person.it’s important to get the whole picture,not just one part of it.

i would highly recommend everybody to take the opportunity to catch this movie if u ever just happen to be flashing thru the movie channels and this is on air.its a good movie.did i mention that already?

and another thing

look out for the character named klye.he’s SUPER HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how sad to think
this is the end of me.

my present state of health reflects
my deteriorating state of mind;my inner child;my saddened soul.

everyday,i’m forced to live
a monotonous routine
slowly but surely,it kills me from inside.

everyday,it’s the same blank screens
the same hollow voices
the same sorry faces
the same old same routine.

my books and music have kept me going
but even now,they’ve lost some lustre

my happy faces are far and few
you know who you are
i wish i could have you all here with me now

i thought i would go out with a bang
around of applause,at least,like i usually do
but i guess i’ll just settle with
the silent whipping of the ceiling fans blades
and the chime of the clock
that marks the coming of my doom…-FiN-

i’m browsing through my winamp playlist and i realise,it’s stocked with more music from the past than stuff from  the present.

i guess i just miss the good old days of music.i miss the likes of hootie and the blowfish,matchbox 20 when they first started out,garbage,anggun,foo fighters,arkana,sarah mclachlan…

listening to those tracks again hits me somewhere i can’t even describe.maybe because its so familiar,or because it was so meaningful,somehow,i can’t help but feel a bit mellow-ish.

the newer breed of musicians,well,they might focus more on the visual presentation rather than substance ie PCD.but thats not a bad thing.its just different.and though it’s not like the music of the 90’s,they do bring music to a different level.

browsing on myspace,i’m glad to find traces of the 80’s/90’s feel towards music.American artists like terra naomi and malaysian groups like auburn and seven collar t-shirt still carry on the feel and emotion in music.newer bands like high school heroes experiment with music,combining different genres together to come up with something new.and it actually works.

i wouldn’t say i’m a music expert.hell,i haven’t lived long enough and i’ve met ppl who actually know what they’re talking about(do i have to drop names?).but its great to look back once in a while and see how our music preferences have changed over the years.maybe we’ve become a little more fine tuned,maybe we’ve become less picky,maybe we don’t even give a damn.but i’m sure,and you’ll probably agree too,that music is going to continue to be a huge part of our lives.

many songs have coloured our lives.some will live on to become the tunes to the soundtracks of our lives.there’s a song for evey event in our life.one for our parents,teachers,friends,love gained and love lost.in the words of abba;thank you for the music,for giving it to me.

Avalanche is sullen and too thin
She starves herself to rid herself of sin
And the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin
And she says:
Hey,baby can u bleed like me?
Come on,baby,can u bleed like me?

Chris is all dressed up and acting coy
Painted like a brand new Christmas toy
He’s trying to figure out if he’s a girl or he’s a boy
He says:
Hey baby,can u bleed like me?
Come on baby can u bleed like me?

Doodles takes dads scissors to her skin
And when she does,relief comes setting in
While she’s hides the scars she’s making underneath her pretty clothes
She sings:
Hey baby,can u bleed like me?
Come on baby can u bleed like me?

Therapy is Speedie’s brand new drug
Dancing with the devil’s past has never been too fun
It’s better off than trying to take a bullet from a gun
and she cries
Hey baby can u bleed like me?
Come on baby can u bleed like me?

JT gets all fucked up in some karaoke bar
After two drinks he’s a loser,after three drinks,he’s a star
Getting all nostalgic as he sings "I Will Survive"
Hey baby can u bleed like me?
come on baby can u bleed like me?

You should see my scars….
you should see my scars….

you should see my scars…

Try to comprehend that which you’ll never comprehend
Try to comprehend that which you’ll never comprehend
just try to comprehend taht which you’ll never comprehend
Try to comprehend that which you’ll never comprehend