Archive for April, 2007

kehilangan

Monday, April 30th, 2007

owh man!!!!
this sucks
seriously
its not just the act of losing,but its the aftermath and side effects

what did i lose?my passport,phone,eftpos,apartment keys,brand new Supre lipgloss and 70 bucks freshly withdrawn from the ATM machine on queenstreet
talk about shitty eh?
now ive got to make a police report(which i have),report to MSD,which i will and get my new passport done,which will take a while
the side effects of all this?i might not be ablte to apply for a job/go clubbing coz i dun have id(at the moment)
tomorrow i’ll be dealing with immigration and msd so i might get a temp id to get me by(hopefully my dancing days are not numbered!!!!!)
owh man
this sucks
and weve just got our rep as pary girls.how can i go dancing if i cant get into a cub??!!!!   T.T

start of school!!!!argh!!!!

Monday, April 23rd, 2007

oh man
i cant believe schools started again
hols r over!!!!!!
but its good to actually get back into a routine
before it was just bum around and see what happens
now its like,ok,this class first then this class next then this then that then yada yada yada
its all good
was nice to see maxine and keith again.
felt like such a dumbass at classes today coz the heads been so empty of intellectual thought  -_-"
and i cant believe it left my assignement in allies room and forgot to take it with me in the morning so i had to run back to the dorm in between classes to pick it up
hampeh giler
but its good to be back
:)

kepuasan

Saturday, April 21st, 2007

ahhh
it feels so good to finally be done and over with the dance
lets just say,it went great!!!!!
all the time and effort we put in was really worth while
couldnt have done it if it werent for my mum,sis and kak aina and youtube(thanks for the vids!!!!)

so good to put all that behind us
too bad i didnt have a camera to video tape the dance with though but there were plenty of cameras shooting us today
seriously felt like a celeb when ppl started taking pic of us,not just stand and pose with us tau,but like photo shoot style
it was quite the cool la!!!!hehehehehe
will upload pics and vid when i get them
wish u ppl had been there to see ur self
maybe one day u will   ;)

5…4..3..2..1..BUNGEE

Tuesday, April 17th, 2007

.oh my god.this was the single most terrifying thing ive ever done in my entire life to date!!!!
it was freaking crazy man!!!!!!!!!!!bungee jumping is great!!!!!!u really have to psyche yourself out to jump off the ledge.it wasnt easy.it wasnt pleasant but it was worth it!!!!i had my eyes closed half the time though but i swear i felt ever second of it even despite not watching the world flash by before me
standing on the ledge,looking down into the sea, felt so nausetious(did i spel that right allie?).when the guy said i needed to go closer to the ledge,i inched my way forward slowly,then i took two huge steps back.i almost didnt do it.
but i was there.to not do it woul be such a waste.i swear i was 75% sure that i wasnt going to jump.but the guy just pushed me to the edge and counted
5!4!3!2!1! BUNGEEE!!!
i couldnt turn back
the most sickening part is when u jump off,and you’re mind is expecting to land onto something.but u dont.u just fall.and your stomach lurches.and YOU CANT SCREAM!!!!!!that was the first jump.that was crazy.but it was awesome.
the whole bouncing up and down part was so pleasant.i had my eyes closed for that too coz i was so afraid of the height.but it was worth it
would i do it again?in a heart beat.and this time,id want to go in the water  :D

5…4..3…2…1….BUNGEEE!!!!!

Tuesday, April 17th, 2007

oh my god.i can’t believe i did it.i dunnno what compelled me to step off that ledge.but i did.and it was terrifying.but i did it!!!!!!!wohhhooo!!!!!!

man,psyching yourself out os really important for this jump.i’m like afraid of heights so just getting to the jump platform was like mental torture.actually getting onto the platform and loking out into the sea,which what we jumped over,was even more nerve wrecking.i swear if it werent for the other malaysian ppl behind me,i think i would have chickened out.

dah la i had to be the first malaysian to bungee since i was the heaviest.but it was so good.watching the dvd again,i still cant think of what compelled me to jump.it was actually very frigthening to try and trick myself to jump.coz i KNEW that theres nothing infront of me.why the heck would you jump if theres NOTHING to land on.

but watever la.i did it and it was AWESOME!!!!and i would do it again if i had the cash and time and the awesome ppl to push me off the ledge with their enthusiasm to see me fall :D

whats new?

Saturday, April 14th, 2007

i got my nails painted
i bought boots for NZD19.90
i have a new pimple  -_-"
we have a perfected dance routine
dance costumes are gonna arrive sometime in the near future
i went groceries shopping and i spent NZD110 on food
i bought a nice shimmer powder
clubbin at globe is starting to get boring
i want a cat
i want more cash
i still need a job
i have assignments due
i need to work on my assignments
yet i’m still here….
one more thing
i’ll have a new blog entry when ur done reading this

need to buy skinny jeans

Wednesday, April 11th, 2007

owh man.i got these awesome boots for NZD19.90 and i can really rock out in em coz i dun have a pair of skinny jeans.dammit!!!!
and i dun think i’ll be able to get skinnnys in my size coz,as the name implies, i think they are for skinny ppl.grrrr…
u know whats funny about fashion here?rempit style is in!!haha,the whole carrot cut,ripped clothes,black and white,punk look is the most dominant look among teens here.pretty much all of em wear those flat checkered sneaker/use some kind of accessory with a skull emblem on it/have hair that look like it hasnt been washed in years.quite nasty.
but the working women,they dress great.they are really fashionable and they do wear reallly flashy clothes to work.oh my god,u can kill someone with the kinds of heel these women wear.they walk around town in these awesome 2/3 inche stillts.damn wei,SO hot!!!!
college ppl are the most fashionablely diverse.
firstly,u have the hoodie/sweater ppl.these are the folks who kinda just get up from bed,wash their face,have a bowl of cereal,grab something from the closet(which is most of the time either a hoodie or a sweater) and walk out of the door.no thougts about fashion what so ever except maybe "hmmmm,should i wear this colour or this colour?".one god thing about these kind of ppl is their laid back approach to fashion shows that they are probably laid back ppl themselves so its not that hard to be friends.plus,they will probably always stay warm coz sweaters and hoodies here are designed to do that.sad part is,they will always look the smae,and their whole fashion potential is lost coz they end up being stuck in the sweater rut.
second group,we have asians!!!!ok this one is a bit tough coz under asian we have a couple of ethnic groups and withing those groups we have a couple of fashion group so its like subset of a subset.so,here we go

1) Chinese:

-we have the very cool pl who dress up aka harajuku style.they can be either japanese chinese or koren,but these girls go all out;fishnet stockings,short skirts,crazy hair,oversized bags,you name it they’ll try it.the harajuku guys are much milder.they dress up in a sense that emulates jay chou fashion.so they kinda lok like pop stars la;punk t-shirt under a black coat with cargo pants and punk shoes.
then we have the moderates.they dress sensibly as in withing the rules of fashion.this doesnt mean they are conservative either.please dont get the two mistaken.moderates know that fishnet stocking are for hookers and that chunky earrings do not need to be complimented by equallyc hunky necklaces.the moderate girls dress within different fashion genres ie one day mod twiggys inspired dress one day retro goldie hawn inspired outfit one day chic metropolitan lady style.they are usually the ones that make you go "wow,i love that outfit wei.."
then we have typical asian nerd style.these are,sad to say,an actual reality.i swear to god,i was walking thru camous one day and i saw a small group of these ppl.all of em had glasses,all of em had side parted their hair,all of em wore collared polo t-shirts and pants and all of them TUCKED their shirts in their pants.ive had very few encouters with these ppl so i dun ave enuff data to relay with effeiciency,how they dress.but wat ive commented so far can be a summary for them.

Indians
funny thing about Indians,i can only think of two groups;
the wannabewhites and conservatives.the wannabewhites erase all sense of indian identification when they dress and they go all out.seriously,i mean u will probably never catch them in jeans coz its too dressed down.they either wear slacks,dresses/suits,pants of non-denim origins,holywood style make up,accessories that would make me jealous,you ge the pic rite?.they even try to sound white when they talk.some actually do sound white coz they grew up in predominantly white areas ie NZ,canada,US.but most just end up speaking like natve speakers for 75% of the time,and then they’ll say one word in an Indian accent,and that accent wont go away.it’s freaking funny!
then we have the conservatives.these ppl are the oposite of the wannabewhites.they retain a large portion of their indian heritage in their dressing.this varies with intensity.u will get some ladies actually walking in full punjabi suits or u might find some who wear indian kaftan like tops with jeans.some try to mix punjabi suit tops and scarf with jeans or wear indian style skirts with western conservative tops.watever it is,their dressing usually reflect the conservative ideas of indian society.i like this group of ppl better coz they are just nicer and they are light hearted and easy going.

malaysian
it has to be noted that even the malaysian contingent is predominantly malay,i have incorporated the other races in here as well because we all seem to have simliar values and this is kinda reflected in our dressing sense.the most favourite clothing option amongst malysians is the jeans.almost all of us wear jeans to class.however,even within this category,there are certain distinctions.firstly,there are the ppl who actually think outfits to wear for the day.these ppl make meticulous preparations with regards to their outifts.this boils down to planning what accessories match their outfit.these types of ppl will try a variety of styles so dresses are not excluded from their definition of day clothes.second we have the laid back.they dress cleverly in the sense that they take into account enviromantal factors rather than only fashion.they are the ones who come to class with sweaters and coats to keep them warm,wear practical shoe so they wont hurt their feet and use backpack coz handbags just dont hold enough stuff.then we have the top and pants combo ppl.they dont really care what they look lie as long as they get to class and back without being arrested for indecent exposure.these are the kinds of pl who might be spotted wearing the same top two times in a week coz "it wasnt dirty enuff to be washed so pakai je la rite?".accesorries and make up ar minimal or non existant.

even though i have made these categories,it is possible for anyone to fall into another group by accident or by choice. i e if i feel lazy to dress up,i might just pull on a sweater and go to class or i might decide not to wear any accessories or i dont see the point in dressing up if the weather looks bad.these categories are not fixed and there are intersections between many of the groups.but this should give a rough idea of what uni life looks like,literally speaking.

waaahhh!!!!i’m so happy!!!!

Wednesday, April 11th, 2007

today wasnt as horrible as i had anticipated it to be.
in the morning,aound 3 AM i couldnt sleep.was tossing and turning so badly till it got to a point where i just became fed up.got out of bed,grabbed my books and started reading.not bad la to start the day REAL EARLy with some INTELLECTUAL thoughts rather than "hmmmm,what am i going to wear TODAY?"   :D
after reading for a while,i kinda got hungry,so i headed to the kitchen to make ramen.yum!safe to say,i was quite satisfied woth my attempts to modify the dish(i added some veggies,sausage and telur) and i was very full after the meal.so after makan,i couldnt really read coz i was so full,so i decided to surf onine kejap.surfing surfing surfing till like 8 o clock,then i went to take a shower and get ready for my appointment with,ahem ahem,saper lagi….abg james la……
*giggles gurlishly*
so went to see abg james,who was very happy to see me to sebab dah lamer tak berjumpaan.so the usual happened la,lie on my stomach,roll up my jeans,urut2 skit,sembang2 skit,gelak2 skit.mwahahaha.comelteds la dat guy.tapi alangkah sedihnyer dah ber"missus".oh well.i guess i can say that i have such great taste in men that i only choose the pedigree chums who have already been domesticated by somebody else.*sigh*
anyways,after james,i headed to one of the cafes on campus to grab some java and i bumped into one of my coursemates.shes was so cute and in such a good mood,i had so much fun talking to her.we had tutorial at 11,and we walked to the place together.she was telling me about her daughter and stuff and i was just amazed at the idea of this really cool lady person being a mum and a student and all that.the relationship between parent and child here is SO different.sometimes i just wsh i had a kid just to see if it was possible for me to not screw up as a parent.i still stand y the whole adoption idea.i want to emulate miss angelina jolie.she’s great.
anyways,at tutorial,sheryl kinda debunked our essay assignment for us.which was great coz it kinda showed me that i was kinda on track but it also gave me a great bost as well.still got tonnes of work to do though.dammit.
anyways,got back from tutorial and met the girls to go out to queenstreet for some retail therapy.what was supposed to be a gotta-get-me-a-pair-of-shoes outting turned into a dammit-these-shoes-are-so-cheap-i-actually-have-cash-to-spare-so-i’ll-head-to-the
-closest-clothes-shop-for-a-shopping-spree.hhehehe.safe to say,if i dont get a job anytime soon,i’ll be screwed  :D
not really la!!hehehe.i’ll just have to cut down on expenses skit.settle for second best stuff at the supermarket.hehehe.
anyways,came back and cooked dinner.made nasi goreng ala dunno wat but it tastes great!!!!hehehe.a bit oily but other than that,it’s all good!
later tonite got dance practice.im so happy that we’ve finaly put the last moves in place and sharmin said it looks really good,and i think thats a great compliment coz she really knows indian dance shit.so cool!!!!!!!
am kind tired.will need to get cracking on stuff soon.oh well

to a night of RANDOMNESS!!!!

Sunday, April 8th, 2007

if this is how my Easter break days r gonna go,i’ll never get anything done.hehehe

so it’s starts with me waking up on sunday morning,after dancing the night away,and realising that i have yet to finish and submit my educ 116 essay outline.no problemo.just had to bullshit my way through,and then give sociological names and theories to support my bullshit.thats about it.in the end,i submitted my work around noon and all was well.

in the afternoon at 1 o clock,we had an easter egg hunt.i wasnt that into it,but my groupmates(sha,farah,own,allie and aud) were like freakin’ crazy.WE PRACTICALLY RAN THROUGH AND TORE UP TRC!!!!hwa hwa hwa!!!can u imagine that?! a bunch of grown ups,running around looking for easter eggs as if they were gold.hahaha.in the end we lost.but it was a great experience!!!!hehehe

sha later consulted me about our 3oo movie date.we could decide whether to wAtch it on monday nite(tonite) or sunday nite(yesterday).in a spur of the moment decision,we just got tickets for the sunday nite 9 oclock show at iMax.let me just say.i was an awesome movie.so many beautiful battle shots.kudos to the wadrobe team for making cloth so fluid and so alive.i really enjoyed the small details that were given attention to i.e making,cinematography,costumes.it’s a sad ass movie and it bears the resemblence of MANy other warrior-ish movies(braveheart,gladiator,troy,even a bit of alexander in there),and i’m sure there were some stuff that just made me cringe like the narrators voice and his on-and-on-and-on narration(he kept repeating the same stuff,it was kinda boring).but all in all,if ur gonna watch the movie,iMaz it baby!

so the movie ended b4 twelve and being such nocturnal creatures,we were out on the lookout for some action(much to our dismay,Sam wouldnt join us,you wet blanket!).so we headed down queenstret,had something to bite(in my case,i had a whole meal),got something warm to drink(ummm,caramel latte) and we found a couple of clubs that were open(OWH YEAH BABY!!!!!!).globe,our local free dance joint,was stilll bumpin and so we decided to pay a visit which turned into a 2 hour dance party session.we were dancing with each other,with other ppl,by ourselves,in the end,we danced like crazy la.the nite was cut short when sha realised she lost her phone,but all in all,since we didnt plan anything and we managed to do everything(we actually did get her phone back,she left it at the coffeehouse Esquires)we wanted to randomly do,we weren’t disappointed.so it wa a great nite!!!!!

to our many more crazy and awesome,random nites out in auckland.this place aint so bad after all… :D

dance dance!!!!!

Friday, April 6th, 2007

oh man,we SO avenged our lousy friday nite last nite!!!!
dee looked F*CKING HOT in her little black number.girl,u can surely shake it!!!!
sha,in her print out fit and NO _ _ _ on.fuyooo!!!!!!sexy al the way man!!!!
allie doing her THANG,got her ass drunk half way and couldn’t shake it anymore
audrie,started out small then the MANEATER in her suddenly came out on the dancefloor!!!

WOOOHHHOOO!!!!!

safe to say,we will be having more dance nites like these(sans the allie getting wasted bit,hopefully),maybe we’ll raid boogiewoogiewonderland next.hehehe.