Archive for July, 2007

remember remember

Tuesday, July 31st, 2007

currently,part of our course is to study literature and one interesting piece that im doing right now is a comic written about the holocaust called Maus by Art Spigelman.
i have to say,the holocaust,though it was not a historical event i got to witness during my lifetime,it still has a profound impact on me.maybe because i was exposed to it through very stimulating material ie film and literature,or maybe because it was so ruthless,but whenever i hear the word holocaust,i cant help but shudder.it doesn’t happen for words like Jew,or German;it’s words like Auschwitz,something that doesn’t discriminate.because at the end of the day,regardless of whether those who died were Jewish,Polish,German or Russian,all these lives were exterminated.
some say 6 million Jews were killed during the massacares at Auschwitz and the other concentration camps.
generations of families wiped out in a single blow.young children who never got the chance to enjoy life to the fullest.i think what was most depressing was the helplessness that these ppl were in.i remember reading about it in Maus;how when the Germans told the Jews that they were being evacuated to another town,the Jewish families packed up their valuables and wore their best suits and clothes,thinking that they would be moved to some place good or better.
their troubles were long and difficult,being moved from their homes,to towns,to camps and finally to Auschwitz;each day,uncertain of their fate,each day fighting to survive.
for those who died,some of them died in such an unexpected manner.many of the officers who operated at these camps just chose to shoot at random at any man woman or child.what more was the atrocity of the organised mass murders,the "systematic elimination" of the sick,the feeble,the elderly and worst of all,the young children in gas chambers or by shooting.
and for those who persevered,who survived Auschwitz,only to retell its horrors to those who never witnessed it,those who lost loved ones and were left to fend for themselves in a world post-Holocaust,those who used every resource they had to fight not only for their lives,but for the lives of those whom they loved,my heart goes out to them.
as ridiculous as this may sound,i would like to,if i get the opportunity,to visit the Auschwitz memorial museum.im sure,not many ppl will consider it an ideal tourist spot,but it’s not a spot to pose and take picture and say "Hey,ive been there,here’s a fridge magnet."
its a place to remember,remember the lives that were lost,remember the devastation that mankind can create,a place to remember the value and meaning of life,and ironically,a place of hope.
despite their despair and difficulties,these ppl held on to a hope,a fragile belief that they would see the end of the war and that their lives would get better.and it did.
it must be to late,and though i will never even come close to knowing any of the Auschwitz victims or its survivors,i grieve for your loss,and i pray that you may find peace,wherever you are.

if you have read this blog all the way up to here,and if you have no idea what im talking about,educate yourself.if you agree with any of my views,then please remember the madness that was the Holocaust.

start of a new entreprise

Tuesday, July 17th, 2007

its exciting to be back in school again.the holidays have been fun and well deserved.im slightly disappointed with my results for the last semster since i didnt fair very well,only so-so.
so ive taken it upon myself to be alittle more disciplined with my learning.i was totally fooling around last semster.as in,i didnt have fixed study times,i didnt do proper reading till i was a month away from exams.i still managed to score within average bt the thing is i did okay without putting effort in.i think its not impossible to do excellently,i just have to work at it.thats what i hope to do,
as for my spending days,we’ll im starting t
o realise that as pretty as the clothes are here,i’ll prob outgrow them anyways,so theres no point in splurging on that.as for stationaries and my other trivial one-off buys,i m still trying to work out a way to resit temptation.i do realise im spending quite z larg sum of moulah on food,esp the bad kind.thats no good either.i guess i just gotta rework my budget and reevaluate my buys.im really want to do that euro/usa trip thing n i wont be able to do it without the greens to back me up.hope i get the job im trying out for.sushi train doesnt look like such a bad place to start out.i hope i can learn and gain lots of experience there.hope it’ll look good on my CV too.hehe.

FREEEEE PIZZZZZZAS!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, July 11th, 2007

you know they say nothing in life comes for freee.well,technically that is true.the supposedly "free pizzas" we had last night were prob already accounted for in our accomodation fees.so technically,we’ve paid a portion for those pizzas,we just didnt have to pay for it upfront when the bill came coz our moneys were already being pooled together and dealt out by the trc admin.whatever….
but anyways,me sha and allie were banking in on scoring some sweet free pizza for dinner to spare us the agony of coking and cleaning up.little did we know that the sneaky RA’s were using the "free pizza" plot as a scam to encourage us to engage in their social event of the night which was Game night.it wasnt thAT BAD,but im pretty sure that the main reason ppl actually went to this event was not to play board games and meet new friends(as this was the purpose of the whole Game night thing).so anywyas,we tried playing twister which was fun but in the end we gave up playing games altogether.we were getting SOOO hungry,we just wanted our food.then we find out from ickyrumrum that the pizzas were only due to arrive around 10.i said thATs not the brightest of ideas,i mean we had to wait 3 hours before getting the food.thats crazy!in the end,we weer told that the first 50 pizzas were coming at 930 and the next 50 were coming at 10 ish
i know what ur thinking,100 pizzas,thats a lot.trust me,it was!!!
the first round each of us,allie me shaz sha firman and our new friend yogini,scored one BOX of pizza.during the second round sha and allie managed to sneak 7 BOXES of pizzza to her room.combined with the leftover from round 1,which we compressed into 2 boxes,we had a total of 9 boxes to be shared by 3 ppl
THATS FREAKING CRAZY MATHS MAN!!!!!!!!
its like we got enough pizza slices to start a small business.LOL
but of course,we’ve decided not to be little fatties and pow everythng o ourselves.we’ll try to distribute the pizzas around to those who need it.i mean,theres only so much BBQ chicken pizzza one gal can have without bloating into some gargantuant ball of fat.so there
but twAS PRETty sweet.pizza night gaour.this ones going down memory lane for sure