b*tchin n luvin it!

OMG,i am soooo freakin sick right now,im scared for my life.seriously.like this is on the verge of turning into meningitis if im not carefull(what i’m saying might not necessarily be true coz at the moment,its safe to say that im quite DELIRIOUS from the fever and constant blowing of the nasal cavity)
last night was the worst night of my life.i couldn’t sleep coz the fever was keeping me awake.you know when you get a fever,your body changes how it feels really quickly?like at one point,i feel so hot and stuffy i had to take off all my clothes only to get really cold chills ten miutes later.i know that this is like a teeeney,TINY,microscopic level of a dilemma,but man,those 12 hours of sleep i tried to get last night,was like the worst 12 hours of my life.seriously.i didnt know what i was feeling,i was so confused as to what i needed to do,i didnt have the strength to get the things i wanted;i was powerless and definitely slightly deranged.i couldnt tell which side was up and down.seriously.
getting up this morning was an equally challenging feat.i dont remember what time i actually got up or how long i laid in bed,but actually getting up and taking a shower was such a challenge.i felt better after tho,had some meds and water and chilled out for a little bit.but towards the evening,the nightmare started all over again.i thought i was in the clear zone,but no.its such a horrible feeling to be a sloth against your own will.there’s deliberately being a sloth because you CHOOSE to be sloth-like and being sloth-like because of unforseen circumstances that render you incapable to dictate how you shold behave.i was of the latter -_-"
and its not a very nice place to be!no make up,blowing on a piece of recycled tissue paper,constant headache throbbing at the back of your head.oh no.its not a pretty picture.and half of huia saw me in this terrible state.dang it.
oh well,i guess we all have our good days and bad days.
ok,am seriously tired from staring and bright screen and not blinking.am going to tr and get some sleep.if thats possible.i reckon it would actually be easier to stay up all night rather than trying to sleep -_-"
oy vey

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i’m not too kepeningan about everything that my kekepalaan is so kesakitan that it is tak keterhinggaan. all the stuff that is ketimpaan on my kekepalaans is like way too memberangsangkan(im not kepastian if that is the correct perkekataan to describe it).well, actually kebanyakan kebendaan yang ketertimpaan on my keotakan is  kinda my own kebuatan la. i can just as  easily lupakan all this  kekeliruan.but,  alangkah kesedihan sekali, because the kehujanan that is always kejatuhan with a kekerapan yang sangat ketinggian, it is very the kesenangan to feel kesedihan.but, nevertheless,exam season is steadily making a kemunculan which means i dont have time to kebaziran on kontemplating about all this krap.

oh well

i just feel really shit today so i want to rant on and on about nothing and nonsense.if you have a headache from reading this,i apologize.but now u can go write a blog about how stupid this blog was.i wont care

have a nice headache